there are some things i'd like to say.
c division, well done for the plmgs matches! =)
i know some of you dont feel that you did well, or that you even did your best. Theres one thing you SERIOUSLY need to impliment into yourself. you need the feeling of " i want to win ". its not just the feeling of "iwanttowin" that counts. its the feeling of whether you want to do something about it. sometimes i stop to think and i wonder " what will become of the c div if people like me who try to seriously boost your morales up isnt around? "
i know currently that all of you are feeling down because of what may happen to you guys around june. i wish that all of you wouldnt have had to find out today. but, things happen. you just have to take it in hand. and i'll tell you one thing. even if you arent going to play in north zone next year, i'll do my best to make sure that those who want to stay in the team, get to stay in the team.
im sorry that i couldn't talk to each and everyone of you personally before the match, like i did to tania/cheryl/clare. i boosted their morales, the furthest that i have so far ever achieved with any of you. sometimes i wonder if there would have been any difference to the number of sets won or the number of points won, if i had talked to every single one of you.
to tania/cheryl/clare:
im sorry i boosted your morales, because it made you feel even worse after the match because you didnt win.
basically my main point is: if you want to win or achieve something, you cant just say i want to win or i want to achieve this. you,have,got to do something about it. you have to sacrifice casual playing style. you have to put in your upmost effort to train hard, to ask when you want to learn something, to ask when your unsure, and to follow others and make goals for yourself. personally, to tell you the truth, my main goals when i first signed up for table tennis,
"1)was to get into the team, 2)to be the best in my level, 3)to be the best in the team, 4)to beat my coaches" maybe i shouldnt be telling you guys this but i dunno.
maybe what im telling all of you here, is something i shouldnt say because it may make you feel worse. but it is what i feel. i sincerely want all of you to think about this. this is seriously from the bottom of my heart.
lastly im sorry that i accidently talked like i was shouting to some of you during training yesterday.
PS: get your mood up for monday, please. dont think about the line up. whether or not you think you are going to play, just prepare yourself and remember what i told you before and after the match yesterday. and forget about what she told you today for the moment. it may help...i hope this post helps...at any rate...i just want all of you to do your best and not have any regrets on monday.
AND LASTLY
I AM PROUD OF YOU C DIV. YOU GUYS WERE THE LOUDEST AND MOST UNITED TEAM IN CHUNG CHENG THAT DAY!
moo moo :( :)
sjc-pingpong
10:09 PM
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